welcome.

i've been making a list of things i'll never get over and it's getting long because i'm bad at erasing. i cleaned out my room last weekend and i feel empty in a good way, but also i got rid of my comforter and i don't know why i did that, because my room is so cold my toes are ACTUALLY numb in here. i used a small curling iron for prom and that was a good decision but all the sickness at that dance made it almost not worth it (almost -- don't worry, you make everything worth it). i'm in love with sunday nights because new blogs to read. i somehow missed the essential skill of painting nails smoothly and that's embarrassing as i'm 18 years old. i miss my old friend even though i see him every day and i hope he's doing good things. and i can't every stop singing. like seriously ever. graduation requirements give me headaches, all this easter candy gives me toothaches, and looking at your darn cute face gives me heartaches, because i'll forever know i don't deserve you, and i'll keep saying you're biased when you keep saying i'm pretty. but really what does it matter because we're all leaving thank heavens except i don't know how i'm going to live without you for two whole years and WHAT IF I GET MARRIED oh i'll be so mad at myself and then i guess i could add that to the list of things i'll never get over.